late nights, sleepy eyes

here goes....i'm starting a blog.. not for others to become followers and to read, not because i'm bored and have nothing better to do with the time i've been given, but because so much is happening right now in my life and the small things are too precious to forget. this is my way of writing down my thoughts and feelings and being able to look back at certain times in my life when the joys or sorrows of emotions may be blinding me of reality..

it's after ten and i would normally be asleep by now on any other "normal" night.. the bump of a growing belly, the constant movements and kicks of my active Little One, the wet spot in the bed from spilling a whole bottle of water, and the brightness of the motion lights out my window from the german shepherds running around in the yard are just a few reasons why i'm still awake starting a blog.

roger lays beside me, sleeping with his hand on my belly and head on my lap.. as i watch him, I'm made well aware of the reason I'm starting this blog. it's moments like these, that i don't want to forget.. moments where nothing else matters but the ones in this house, in this corner of the bedroom,all curled up under the big camo comforter that's dampened by 16oz of water. the dogs snuggled in the small of his back and his shallow breathing.. each time he rolls over and kisses my belly and whispers i love you with his sleepy eyes cracked open.. these are the simple things that make my life amazing and beautiful! i miss so much in life that i need to be thankful for, so many little blessings that go unnoticed..